“Father, I have feelings, cravings, desires, longings rushing in this very moment and I don't want to fall back into old habits and feed this bag of emotional trauma and sin I've been carrying around.  In this very instance, I hold these feelings captive for you and I to face together before I fall.  Please shine the light of your glory upon this situation with power and urgency so that I may be a godly person with a pure heart, holy thoughts and righteous actions.”